drop it drop it.

LOL you knwo the song that goes liek
DROP IT DROP IT LOW GIRL DROP IT DROP IT LOW GIRL...
is actually kinda cachy (= HAHA i have issues -_-x
anywyass emo depressing blog last week.
i hate school
still


sosososo. i feel so sick la tely i swear ---x
and i hate homework.
i hae school..
idk how to express how much i hate school.
LOL

and omg the nback to school bash was so lame -_-x watse of my 11 bucks!
but saturday was so fun <3
wen t to santa monica outlet wiuth my dad and went shopping and tehn went to lauras wedding with pamela and janelle <3 it was so fun :D like dressing up hen going out after and watchign the time travelers wife which was soo confusing o.o and eating out ;D

and today was liek blah cause i took a 2hr drive to oxnard beach or w/e and ate nasty sushie that cost 160 dollars hat my uncle made my mom pay for and they didnt evne fuckign fnish. they ate two fuckign bites and they were hte ones who MADE us come -__x so LAME
and hten we had to stand around in the heat for 3 hours waiting for them to shop cuhs we were to --_x to shop! --___-- but seeing the babies was worth it <3
(:
and farmers market kettle corn is oh so good :D

and then comign home after a long day is so nice :D <3
but yeah.


sometimes i rreally get frustrated with my family I SWEAR ---X

well yeah tired.
so time to
go watch tv :D
LOL <3

-LOVE pck.

School is so not cool.

i hate school so much. its like
in the mornings i feel liek a fuckign loser and then liek walking to classes im so lonely i really wanna cry -_-x no lie. its so depressing.
HAAHHA D:
i feel liek such a loner omg.

anyways. classes are pretty OK. i guess. but you know its like WHATEVSSS
I kinda wanna move foo! D:
but whatevers.
its hot right now


i started watchign 90210 and its SOO FUNNN (: hehe i wish i was rich D: stupid sluts!.
guys are so cute in it. i think white guys are so cute. (:

but i still love my boyfie! :D <3


okay nothing to say just i hate school. and i hate skinny rich people! D:
(:

oh and i miss you foo.

-LOCVE pck <3

hair cut

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIEF I LOVE IT (: HEHEHEH <3

i didnt cry for the first timee. :D LOL wahtta baby -__x

hmmm summers ending in like a few days and im freaking mad D: im like not even ready@! SHIATTTT. -_-X

im watchign i love you man and its so funny (= hmm marching band is pretty lame.

i delted the other one cuhs i have more tos ay!
HM,MM
i hate it i hate it i hate it

when i fight with the boyfie. ITS SO ANNOYING IM GETTING SO SICKK OF ITT. itslike annoying omg liek really? how many times can we fight a day?! D: its really depresssing fighing so much.,l im so lost and confused with everything.

tonight was fun. :D hehe i never yeah. >< imma good girl (= always and forever!

i love my friends.
i hope i still have friends later on :D not like in i loev you man where hes a loner. LOL

Oogabooga!

OMG KAY i just realized i promised my next title would be this (: so here it is <3 heh :D
i really miss my husband ):

mmm so so so this past week was hell cuhs of stupid marching band AT FIRST it was all okay and then when that gay mexican instructor came it turned to WTF MAN. D: LOl but it wasnt THAT bad i kinda liked it >< oh except Thursday .______________.X the most surprising phone call of my life. heart breaking. and then i hung out with billy and randy at his place at night after and met his dad and then went to sleep over the besties with prisca! (: and uhuhuh like when i woke up prisca and deborah kept saying "good morrow thy saucy fellow" and lord i was SOOOO ANNOYED! -_-X so i just woke up and then prisca left and OMG another traumatizing call. even worse ): i hate crying. its really lame! but yeah and then i went to brea with my sister and uh uh uh hmm then went to church at night! TWO churches. firs church was scary and i cried alot and bleh ): but it was all for the good of you. so its okay. I'm always here for you. no matter what! (: and uh then prisca picked me up and went to her church with olivia (: and had fun. hmm then went home and uh had a realy really long nice phoen call (: i liked it good ketching up with a good friend :D i love those.

OH TODAY I WENT TO IRVINE SPECTRUM (= for the french thing but went shopping after >< hmm and like i bought new vans and a dres and a headband and uh earrings and yeah :D I WAS O HAPPY LOLOL AND me and my sister LIED to my dad and said we had NOO money so he gave us a shitload of money adn my mom acually gave us money. LOL. i was my MOMS devious plan too (:< lovin it!

so now im going to go hang out with the boyfie :D
and tomorrow is BEACH with the family. well not family. just everyoen minus dad >< hmm but yeah itll be fun (: baby cousins & bike cars. LOVE THOSE :D

i love good days. whenevr you havea good day you feel liek EVERYTHINGS going right (:

but thast not today. LOLOLOLOL :D

okay well time to unpack my shit. (:

Some People

really need a reality check!
this past weekend/today was really bad. i think the coming days are gonna be even worse. i hate crying. my eyes get all swollen and stuff. its just not pleasant! ):

hmmm so fought with the boyfie cuhs he didnt want to go to homecomign with me and he said that we can just go to back to school dnace -_-x wow. clueless boys. but i still miss him. hes comin back tonight hopefully!

I HATE BAND CAMP ITS TOO EASY ): i wanted it to be hard so i can lose weight since im on a diet. HAHAHAH :D lovin it. let me tell you taht.

oh BTW let me tell you taht is my new phrase. (= hehe.

hmm so band camp is gonna be over on thursday for the week and then i must go to do french homework at irvine -__x IDK HOW TO INTERVIEW SOMEONE ): hmmm and i didnt even finish julius caesar and i msut read lord of the flies -_-x FUCK

you stress me out. you really do. but even though youre like that to me youll still always be my good friend.

lets just all try to smile guys before SCHOOL starts -_-x
((: ((: ((: ((: ((: ((: <3
ha ha ha ha.

-PCK <3

shabalanadingdong.

WOW well i read like peoples blogs and man HOW DO YOU COME UP WITH THEM TITLES? its pretty inspiring :D im liek DAMNIT I WISH I THOUGHT OF THAT TITLE! :D
hehe i have no life. seirously -_-x

hmm so from like monday- today all i did was like work on julius caesar with the girls! :D hmm monday i got my schedule and then i walked at night with the girls except prisca wasnt pickin up that hoe! and then tuesday the girls came over and i walked from like my house to target and WHOO the walk back was KILL-ER! -_-X but good exercise :D hehe and then wednesday we didn really do anything but then dbeorah came over and swam and then we walked to park with the girls and then slept over priscas (= and i MADE Them watch twilight I LVOE TWILIGHT hehe but yeah and then today j ust worked on julius caesar and went to mall and then julie devin and julia and i went to the pool :D heheh. DEVIN AND JULIE ARE SO CUTE IM SO JEALOUS i jsu wanted to slap them but julies too nice so i shant (= if youre reading his julie LOLOLOL ;D <3 but yeah im jealous. with deivns pimp ring. i think hes gonna like abuse her but then ill save her (=. hmm.

so yeah OH SO this is random but WHENEVER i get a new comment on blog i can always know that one will be michelle park (: and i love you for that dearie! you actually stick through this WHOLE BORIUNG LONG BLOGL. LOLOLO L HHEEEEEELARRREEEEEOUS! :D

well yeah im hyper D:

I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOL. ): and i think that i am in love with michael cera (= or is it sera or is it sarah or is it not even hat :D it is. i think im on crack. jkay :D

i think im going crazy cuhs i miss billy so much -________________________x LAMELAME LAME.

i love you you love me lets get to gether and something soemthign barney. with a great big smile and a kiss from me to you wont you say you love me too? wow barnie.


hehe yeah (: mm i need to finish french homeowrk and english ): BOO YO UWHORE.

goodnight!

Life

gets so tiring! EEK. its like constant non stop worrying or working or breathing or SOMETHING. theres never a TRUE break. thats what i want! :D hmm.

today was my two month anniversary and i had to be alone cuhs he is in texas ): havent seen my booo in like a week! two more weeks D: I HATE TEXAS! D:

LOL.
hmm

BAND CAMP AND THEN SCHOOL STARTS fuck and i didnt even fucken start hmwk OR the stupid ass french 3 honors hmwk ._________________.x regret anyone?

mmmmmmmm alot of people have been asking me if im still with billy lately. its so random >< HAHA O.O

I LOVE NICK AND NORAHS INFINITE PLAYLIST its so cute <3
this is a pretty random blog.
i think i have insomnia i can never sleep anymore -_-x
i try and hten BAM i wake up liek 1 second after i try to sleep.
it sucks.
D:

gibberishgibberishgibberishgibberishgibberishgibberishgibberishgibberishgibberishgibberish.
:D
thast how bored i am!

well tyme to try to sleep :D

PEACE.

Vegas was..

SO FUN (=
okay besides the fact that it was damn hot i loved it (; especially since i went with the bestie!

so hmm first dayy i checked in and then SHOPPING (= i think i used liek 80 the first day.
it was like all presents and then i bought a caridgan and lip gloss (: everythigni bought was on sale HEHE.
hmm and liek we walked so much .____________. i was liek FUCKK but it was fun.
and then the second day we went shopping and i swear we walked liek 4 miles -_-x it was SOO much and it was hot. i hated it. but afer we got to the hotel and i liek used half of my money on liek presents for all my besties <3 hehe uhh i like straightened my hair with deborahs aunts straightener and i fell iN LOVE i swera i took liek AMILLION pictures -__x and i got dressed up for no reason and we ate a buffet so after me and deborah wanted to exercise so we walked to all these hotels hhe :D
and then third day i used ALL my money but it was worth it cuhs i bought alotta stuff. i bough this super cute shirt from nike for the boyfiee (= and chocolate for his parents -_x LOl i am a pushover :D LAME. hmm and i bought other stuff (: heheh it felt so good to be able to ACTUALLY use my money for once >< and OMG that day we fucken ate a big ass buffet again and it was SOOO nice and me and dbeorah were liek OH FUCK so we walked even more HEHE. (; and uhuh today we just came home after packing. ><

and then i felt fat so me and deborah walked to priscas housecuhs she wanted to walk AND SHE WASNT EVE FUCKEN THERE OMG. so sarah came and we waited for a while and then we just walked home. LOL -_-x waste of time.

HMM so at vegas you know those fucken creepy mexican guys wearing shirts that say GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS and they try to hand you thsoe cards with naked girls on it? well fucken i was only wearing dresses with no cardigans cuhs its HOT and you know my stupid big boobs? those cursed boobs@ LOL well they fu cken hit on me liek a shitfucker it was SO NASTY like omg okay so once there was aline of them and the first guy goes hey beautifull and hes all close to me and the second guy whistles at me and the third guys does the SMOOOCHY SMOOCHY noise with his mouth -_-x FUCK and the same night these differnet guys were like HEY I LIKE CHINEESE GIRLS@! and fuck it was so sick man! -_-x TRAUMATIZED MAN ): i hate pervs.

but yeah (= i took alotta pics and stuff. hehe.

here is some i love :D