Viva Las Vegas!

HEHEH about to leave with deborah (:
im so happy! i really needed a vacation. like NO joke.

hahah but when i come back i get to look forward to a week without seeing the boyfriend cuhs hes leaving to texas ): and a shitload of summer work!
GREAT!
-_-X im always thinkin bout the future. GLKJAHKJAS GAYY

but yeah im so excited :D wow im prety hyper and i slept at 4 and woke up at 7. LOL XD hehe hhmmmm.

i miss KAY HOU! if youre reading this! <3

mm and i still must hang with several people! >< hehe NRB ! <3 i always say that but it never happens so the week im back. WERE GOING. no lie im gonna drag our asses there (=

mmm so yeah summer break isnt that great but its better than school even though we had gay ass summer school which made the summer seem like it went ten times faster -_-x

BOO YOU WHORE. i wish summer school wasnt aloud cuhs of budget cuts! HAHAHA.

oh everyone watch the ugly truth!

did i mention that in a period if 4 days i watched twilight AT LEAST 10 times? and im not even exaggerating or whatever :o

heheh remember..
WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS STAYS IN VEGAS BABY <3

hehe JK (:

-LOVE pck. <3

HAIR CUT

i hate it so much ):
i look so nasty omg.
LOOK AT HOW SHORT IT IS I TOLD HER THAT IM GROWING IT OUT AND SHE JUST SHAVES IT ALL OFF I SWEAR.
OMG ):



FKHSDAJKRG todays a bad day ):
i hate fighting with you its so painful and constant. i wish itwould stop. i wish i could trust you.

FREAKING A.

fuck fuck . god i needa break. i think vegas is coming at a good time.

idk what to keep anymore.
its not worth it. ITS NOT.

FUCK i dont wanna take this shit anymoree.
so much stresssssss.



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i need trust.

its a bad night.

-LOVE pck.

Fun in the Sun!

Hmmm so things arent better but noo its not a boy break (:
its just personal stuff!

hmm so beach yesterday was superrr fun with the girls and billy and his friendss <3 (: i got to wear my new dresses and bought a light up pacifier :D hehe
OH and the waves were soooo crazyyy
DUDE AND CRYSTAL AND MICHELLE were liek at hunington too but i didnt even know ): im so sad.
LOL
hmmmm

OMG AND TODAY was good i watched the ugly truth with my sister and its SO FUCKIGN FUNNNY OMG you guys gotta watch it holy shit i love it :D hehe.

well yeah the new phone is very fun :D and mm i needa start summer work -_-x
FUCKKK vegas with the bestie soon <3
i needa practice and omg so much to do!
my canker sore hurts like a mother effer D:

COMMENT pictures on facebook (: LOLOL its the new myspace!


btw what IS the point of twitter? LOL
anyhooo yeah
I WANT TO GO TO NRBB
someone hit me up <3

lets hang guys! (: i still needa hang with julie and karan and michelle kim and so many more people! :D

alrighty i love my boyfriend for getting me twilight <3
YAY :D

imma go watch it. for the second time today (: i have no life...

-LOVE pck <3

HOLYMOLY

everything is wrong right now!

one little conversation and my whole perspective and everything that im living for isnt the same anymore.

IM SO CONFUSED i just dont know what to do now

FUCK FUCK FUCK
im screwed.

im screwed.

i need a break.
i need time to think.

-LOVE pck

dramma mammas!

HMMM. so it seems like everrbodayys havin drama :O
EXCEPT FOR ME :D HEHE <3 no offense yall (; but im glad i dont have drama with friends!
ehh but i DO have so much drama at home & love man. -_-x WHOO doggy its gay. LOLOl hannah montanna man :D ehhe i sound so gay. THREE MORE DYAS OF SUMMER SCHOOL <3.

so i realized i lket people just STEP on me like im a door mat ---x and i realize it but i dont do SHIT. i needa learn I SWEAR. omg its bad super bad. i even did someones project for them today rather than my own shit -_x- FUCK ME MAN. UGHH. whatevss
i needa start summer work ): i hate this summer. LOLOL

anywhoos. OKAY so ive been reading everyoens blogs so i want to do that guessting there so here goes (;

#0. I just realized i forgot about you! man yous bee my bitch since like forevahh man. i remember you would cusss so much in fourth grade.i admired you :D ehe now im like your mom i swear. taking care of you. i don know what you would do WITHOUT me (: but there are those rare occassions where you do save my ass <3 youre like one of my bestest friends even though we always get seperated! you the most craziest girl evverr & i luhh you (: youre my best bitch <3

#1. DUDE tight since we were rollin in our kiddie clothes, you're my best friend :D even though you're the biggest bitch ever and make fun of me and taunt me and make me eat all your food, i know SOMEWHERE deep deep down in that self conscious skinny body of yours you love me (=. crying in your sleep and showing me your pubes we've been through everything! <3 and waht i love is that i can be myself with you NO matter what. you dont judge me and man youre the best friend i could everr ask for! liek lord. no lie. its so obvious who this is cuhs everyone knows yous mah bestie. idk where id be right now if it wasnt for you. i luh you cuhs. no matter how much i like to laugh at you and bitch :D yous the best.

#2. You are one funny girl! you make me smile no matter what and wow you are smart ! you and me are the only ones who ever wanan go out though! HAHAH we are the planners. black & asian are just the followers :D you've been my friend since liek 3rd grade, and i remember when you got me liek 6 differnet presents for my chuck.e.cheese party (= that was coool. mm you have nice legs, and you're scared of me . I KNWO IT ;D youdont have a blog, but you are a nerd. you are liek one of the only ones who call me pck (= i love you fool. hanging out with oy uwas the best decision of my life (= SCRUBS BUDDY <3 you are the best :D

#3. You are the best daughter a mother could ask for. I swaer whenever i go to your hosue youre liek MOMMY (: and its inspiring. you are the sweetest girl ever and weve been friends for so long(; i love hanging out with youl. you laugh at everything, and youre so good at inspiring me! :D PLUS youre a good student i swear whenever you get a bad grade in math youre so sad and disappointed. i wish i could be like you! i love you so much (= but your dog bites hard ): still love it though! <3 you are so pretty but you are self conscious ): i wish i could be liek you man ! so down to earth.

#4. Dude you are like the chillest girl ever! :D french horn is the reason we met and im glad! <3 you are ALWAYS there for me and you always always notice when im down.! we used to be so awkward but now were liek GET HERE BITCH NOW! ;D i love it. you make my day all the time and you are so hilarious. you are the only friend who adds somethingboyyyy to all my boyfies and loves ;D im glad i met you and i know were besties forever! :D

#5. Man i think we were liek MEANT to be friends! i swear our families are like so similar with money and everythig AHHAH. youre always there for me even at 2 a.m (; you always write that on my card. >< you are liek the only person who i can have memories with about that INCIDENT or how you left me on the street when i fell off my scooter HAHA bffs to enemies to bffs (: eventhough we never talk we can alawyas be chill <3

#6. You are a really cool girl. (: i love your short hair better. <3 talking to you is always fun. ehhe im dating your brother ;D SUPPOSDELY.

#7. You're so skinny. im jealous! :D you're rich. im jealous! youre pretty. IM JEALOUS :D you are always alwyas there for me.a nd WE NEVER GET TO HANG OUT ON THOSE SUNDAYS. i got the hook up ;D HAHA jkay. youre a pretty chill girl. never let those things get to you :D nawmsayin?

#8. Havent talked to oyu in a while. you changed. youre still cute though! but still. wish we were still close as we used to be!

#9. DUDE. youre liek THE nicest chap girl ever. i swear.so innocent and cute. im really glad we met. no lie. english with you, always talkig about random things :D I LOVE how you like food so much its so amazing cuhs your skinny (; youre with my bset guy friend and im luvin it (; i hope we can NRB soon cuhs we NRB buddies (; <3

#10. i saw you at chipotle today :D youre so skinny. im jealous i love your legs ;D you are SO chill. and i love your innocent christineeeeeeee? its so cute (; im glad i met you!

#11. you kinda get annoying sometiems. youre a close friend but how much is too much? ><

#12. DUDE we never talk anymore. i rememebr we used to be SOOO tight. i think high school changed youu. D: we were liek buddies man going to each others houses, i was like the only person your mom would let you sleep over at ): now its like we dont even say hi! but its never awkward eventhough we dont talk which i love (: youre a sweet girl. just dont get in too deep.!

#13. You were the best thing that happened to me and I love you. I miss you. I'll miss you. I dont know where I'll be without you.

#14. You are sooo cutee (: and 6/4 is the best day cuhs of you <3 we fight alot but man youre the best (: i just cnat show it all the time. you disappoint me you hurt me but you love me. and i love that (: changee is always for the better you know. :D

#15. friends since kindergarden ;D youre blunt and i love it. youre so good at what you do and even with all that drama you always watched out for me. i love you (: stay chill . lets hang more!

#16/ STOP DOING THAT SHIT YOU HOE. -_-X

#17. Im glad youre my neighbor. im glad i met you . (: you make everything so easier idk where i would be without you >< love you. dont ever leave me :D


mm ill finish more later! :D cuhss im tired hehhe >< but yeah thats so far ;D

TIME TO WATCH PROM NIGHT. hehehe

tell me if oyu know who you are ;D

He Could Be the One

I watched that episode of hannah montana today :D lovin it <3
loving the song too.
& that phrase....

hmm.
he could be the oneee.
>< ideekay mann it's possible. weird thing is it isn't who i thought it'd be. :o no one will get this trust me. :P this is just my own personal thing. HAHA. ><

i love these lyrics.
its perfect for you.

Stop, tell me the truth
'Cause I'm so confused
Spinning round these walls are falling down and I need you
More than you know
I'm not letting go
I'm getting close
So take my hand
And please just tell me why

haha 5 more days of summer school left :D <3
yesterdy was fun with teh girls (=
weekend was wow.
love my bangs cut by my sister :D
hang with those kids tomorrow!
valencia friday-sunday
project sunday and maybe harry potter? (:
WHO'S UP FOR HARRY POTTER THAT DAY? :D hit me up. theh <3

i need to NRBB man and let out all my feelings :D

time fer homework -_-x
i hate the construction workers outside.

anywhoo doenst it feel like sometimes people are just soo BLEH its just liek once in a while you want to be alone and just let me think on my own and everyones always just so doenst get it? idk :D

-LOVE pck.

I hate

nice bitches.
SO MUCH liek theyre nice but damn theyre bitches. you cant do shit then cuhs then theyre so nice you feel bad. GAH i just wish all the nice bitches would just stop being bitches. (; hehehe. unless im one too then that sucks. PAHHAHA.

i also hate ungrateful people. those people with alot of shit, they dont have to worry about how they will get their next meal, those people who have everything they could ever wish for in the world, but only hate their life when one little shit goes wrong. it's not fair. theres peopel out there struggling. struggling man. i wish that i could look at the world and stop seeing hyppocrites and liars and fake ass bitches and wannabes and sluts and those people who just dont appreciate SHIT. i want those people to realize, but me wanting wont do shit without those kind of people, the nice people wont be apperciated, the nice peopel will go unnnoticed so i guess in some twisted way its okay.

and i hate those ungrateful people, who use me. i HATE being used, but i let people use me. im a total doormat and i just let people step all over me and push me around and use me. i have no voice, but yet i do. i cant speak for myself. i swear. liek for homework, for buying things, for rides, for whatvers i always get used. -_-x and i just let them. and thsoe people, who i mean i seirously my friendship with them, my whole friendship with them i try to hard, i do everything i can to please them, to help them, i sacrifice MYself to help them, i take the blame, whatver i do everything, and then i mess up once or they take somethign the wrong way for something i didnt even do, and then all of a sudden all that shit i did for them is gone and they dont appreciate me anymore. but all of a sudden they come crawling back to me cuhs they need something. again...
-_-x

i hate that.

i honestly wish i could move away. now its not a matter of my friends or my love or my school. i dont want to tkae it anymore. I dont know how much of it i can honeslty take -_-x. so many effed up people.

I also hate being poor. it just sucks ass. I hate being stupid. it sucks ass. I hate missing my dad so much it just kills. I hate not being able to raise money for my mom. it makes me wnat to die -_-x whatevers.

hey you. just take me with you. we can leave together. i love you anyways. it'll be worth it. just please take me with you. -_-x seirously.


sorry this one was so GHASJKGHASKJGAJK hehehe im not in a great mood as you can tell ><.

I think my life is like a song. it sounds so upbeat and happy but when you really really look and listen, theres so much behind it. theres so much more to it. but no one ever stops to take a look.

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One month/Fourth of July.

WAS SO GAYY -_-X
ughhhh okay so lets see havent blogged in a while!
eheh thats gay. okay anywhoo.
the past week was pretty okay i guess.
Thursday was chill cuhs i went to deborahs houseand we went to costco and ate samples thats the best just as logn as them dam stingy old ladies dont notice its you (: hehe.
hmm Friday was boring cuhs i was just home alone and i practiced and shit and then my sister and crystals sister took me out to eat (;
Saturday ughh saturday okay the day i am blogging about.. aughh oka so it was my one month on fourth of july how GREAT -_-X ugh. so i thought it was gonna be all good, BUT he said to come to his house at one then three and then four -_x and i got there by like 430 and then his grandpa tells his parents im there so we walk to my house later so that we can go to dbhs for fireworks. and then RIGHT when we get to my house his dad calls and tells him to walk back home cuhs hes not aloud to go and i wa sliek wtfuck -__x and i was SO disappointed but i didnt say anything and tehn i had to watch fireworks alone without a boyfriend on my one month anniversery and he didnt even text or call. i was so sad -__x but he made up for it today i guess. OH and the girlies slept over and we were so hyper until liek 4 and i knocked out >< heh.
TOday hmm today i went to watch public enemies and it was too long -_-x but it was pretty good. this weekend wasnt so great but whateverrs. ><

i hope this week will pass by soon

I SO WNAT TO GO TO BEACH AND NRB someone hit me up (: <3

heh im tired

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