I hate

nice bitches.
SO MUCH liek theyre nice but damn theyre bitches. you cant do shit then cuhs then theyre so nice you feel bad. GAH i just wish all the nice bitches would just stop being bitches. (; hehehe. unless im one too then that sucks. PAHHAHA.

i also hate ungrateful people. those people with alot of shit, they dont have to worry about how they will get their next meal, those people who have everything they could ever wish for in the world, but only hate their life when one little shit goes wrong. it's not fair. theres peopel out there struggling. struggling man. i wish that i could look at the world and stop seeing hyppocrites and liars and fake ass bitches and wannabes and sluts and those people who just dont appreciate SHIT. i want those people to realize, but me wanting wont do shit without those kind of people, the nice people wont be apperciated, the nice peopel will go unnnoticed so i guess in some twisted way its okay.

and i hate those ungrateful people, who use me. i HATE being used, but i let people use me. im a total doormat and i just let people step all over me and push me around and use me. i have no voice, but yet i do. i cant speak for myself. i swear. liek for homework, for buying things, for rides, for whatvers i always get used. -_-x and i just let them. and thsoe people, who i mean i seirously my friendship with them, my whole friendship with them i try to hard, i do everything i can to please them, to help them, i sacrifice MYself to help them, i take the blame, whatver i do everything, and then i mess up once or they take somethign the wrong way for something i didnt even do, and then all of a sudden all that shit i did for them is gone and they dont appreciate me anymore. but all of a sudden they come crawling back to me cuhs they need something. again...
-_-x

i hate that.

i honestly wish i could move away. now its not a matter of my friends or my love or my school. i dont want to tkae it anymore. I dont know how much of it i can honeslty take -_-x. so many effed up people.

I also hate being poor. it just sucks ass. I hate being stupid. it sucks ass. I hate missing my dad so much it just kills. I hate not being able to raise money for my mom. it makes me wnat to die -_-x whatevers.

hey you. just take me with you. we can leave together. i love you anyways. it'll be worth it. just please take me with you. -_-x seirously.


sorry this one was so GHASJKGHASKJGAJK hehehe im not in a great mood as you can tell ><.

I think my life is like a song. it sounds so upbeat and happy but when you really really look and listen, theres so much behind it. theres so much more to it. but no one ever stops to take a look.

-LOVE pck.