Sunday, June 7, 2009

Sunday Morning.

ahha love that song <3
anyways. came home at like 1030 a.m from crystals house, and showered then ate lunchh and then fell asleep watching kung fu panda. PAHAH. wow my lie is so boring and pathetic! oh well. ACTUALLY it was just today that was boring. uhh MY SISTER LEFT FOR A WEEK TO MY COUSINS CRIB i didn't feel like going. so PARTY AT MY HOUSE FOOLS! (: <3 PAHAH seriously man i'm so happy. (: but i guess it'll be kinda lonely.. well ill get to see how its gonna be like next year. that is if my mom, changes her mind about yeah. D: boo hoo. I MADE PACIFIC so its kinda easier if i do though. FUCK. oh well. im not going to stress about that. SUMMERR LOVEE <3 hehe (: everyone should get that >< but i kinda hate it be in summer cuhs i miss him more D: LOl okay that was gay. anyways.

mm this is kinda like personal it isn't general. does that make sense? i mean its only to like one person.. i think. okay well. so yeah i feel like you're changing & its not for the better. and i feel like we're drifting? like you just cant trust me or tell me anything anymore. and i'm not saying tell me everything cuhs you never really did, but i'm just saying where'd it all go? you know? like it's a time where i need you & only you and you're all of a sudden changing up on me. i know maybe its not on purpose, and maybe your just sick of me, but friends are still friends, aren't they? hopefully. who knows. whenever i hear the word change, i always think for the better, but i guess in this case, in most cases with my life, change is for the worse.

BLEH.! whatever i'm not emo at all right now! HAHA. cuhs im super happy (= <3 but yeah that part just is bugging me right now & i feel bad cuhs im bitching at alot of people lately for little things cuhs im just so -_- about some things. SORRY KIDS <3 heh. anywhoo. yesterday was fun. today was boring. hopefully tomorrow will be okay? live life guys. & right now i miss my past, im becoming content with my present, and my future looks....

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."- helen keller.

that's so true. let's just leave it at that..

-LOVE pck. <3

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