Yeah. i make my decisions and you make your decisions. and okay im sorry for whatever the fuck i did but hey i know what i did and im okay with it. becuase yeah maybe when people fight they can fight back but did you ever ask about my side? did you ask me h ow i feel. FOR ONCE in my life FOR ONCE id ecided i wanted to stand up for myself i wanted to be an individual not a follower who doesnt do b ad things , yeah. so i made the decision and i went through. and i know its wrong but you know what? i dont regret it because it made mehappy and it helped me let go.
and you know what? he can undo what i did he can wash it off he can brush it off he can clean it away and forget about it. CAN I? can i just brush off what he did to me,? can i jsut forget about it liek its nothing? can i just let go? I CANT and he can i didnt kill him i didnt CHEAT i did something thats erasable into his life. it didnt hurt him it didnt break his heart, because at least he didnt have to fucking see it happen in frontof his face. so yeah judge me say i did wrong, but atleast he can take back what id id. I CANT OKAY I JUST FUCKING CANT. and ive been scared tos ay it, BUT IT HURTS. so dont you dare say that im a bad person that you have no respect for me? well what about m y respect for you it hasnt diminished so yeah im sorry. but at least i didnt get mad at you and upset for something as little as thing. im a big girl and i can make my own decisions and if youre gonna make htat decision to dropt his friendship after how long? then okay. well im sorry but i dont deserve this caise i want to be happy and i deserve to be happy. and i will be happy no matter what you say. i want to be happy and i will be happy. no more having peopel step on me . okay? because ive been through shit and i k now what the fuck the world is so dont even act liek id ont know what the real world is.
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