yeah yeah yeah.

merry christmas! not so christmasy though. some holiday. spending it alone and not even with family -_-x dont you ever wonder why the fuckk some shit happens? yeah i do alot. im not realy in the christmas mood.
im at kays house right now and she is showering so im waiting for her <3(: heh i sound liek a creeeep.!

hmmm. like seirously. you. you cant tell me what to do. you cant control my life. so please dont act like youre such a great person cause you arent.

hey,. hey you. i think i kinda like you.. :o but im never gonna tell you because you just wouldnt look at me liek that! AWKWARDDDD. hahah (: i wish you would get a clue and notice.

if i didnt have you in my life, it would be meaningless, and dull, and id have no one to tp with and just enjoy life with no worries,.itd be like this blob of worries in my life if it werent for you and i thank god every day that i have a friend liek you <3

STOP CONFUSING ME. okay? one day youre in love with me the next day were just friends. its either it or not. god. some friend you are.

im glad we patched things up, i feel closer to you ever since.

youre a hyppocrite.

you werent even worth my time and ims orry i had to deal with your bullshit. im gonna find someone else and show you whatsup.


these were just to a few people (;
yeah some are harsh. its reality.

i realized my whole life ive been such a fucking push over. but im so sick of it. no more bullshit no more taking it as it is or letting people blame for what i dont deserve. im gonna be tough andim gonna do whati wanna do cuhs its my life. after this whole breakup thing ive gotten stronger and im glad. yeah i havent talked to anyone really about this break up, but whatevers its life and ill live and go on. im glad i figured it out now rather than later. once a cheater always a cheater as they say. okay. no more bitch. AHAHAH

(: merry christmas everyone <3

i sound so bipolar ><

<3 pck.