blah.

everything& everyones so blah. i thought 2010 was gonna get better, but i just dont see it!

mmm, reminiscing on the past, i wish i could take back things i said and did, re-make friends, and un-do lost friendships, and at the same time, take back new friendships, yeah,bad i know but some things, i just think are better left unsaid. :/

idk who to even trust anymore, feels like everyone is gonna break my heart, if i give it to them. id rather just be this person who keeps everything inside, but i know thats not whats good.

im gonna try to fix everything, mend up the broken hearts, put back the broken pieces together, and just re-live all this pain, cuhs in the end , i know , maybe , just maybe, itll get better.

idk why i feel so depressed lately, i feel like sometimes i just wanna go in a hole and stay there forever. idk , i wish i could go somewhere far far away from all this.


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