You.

were never really my friend huh? lately, i starting thinking& i realized maybe you were always like this and it never hit me cuhs i just wanted to think everything was okay. you never understood how i felt, never took into consideration what kind of pain i was in, and i always did. i did everything and anything for you. and i see that now, it took so long to realize, but i finaly see it, and i wont let you step on me anymore, not just you. and

as for you: out of all of the people who judged me, i thought youd always stand by my side, becuase i told you everything and how i felt , i cried in front of you, and i felt safe with you, but now its like i dont even know who you are.

you: well youve always been like this, and its no surprise. two faced bitches, will always be two faced bitches.

you: i give up, i really do. maybe friends is the only thing that can keep us sane with each other. even if thats waht neither of us want.

you guys will never change, well you have, but for the worse, you say to my face that i became the bitch? the attention whore? reality check, ive ALWAYS been like this, friends should be okay with whoever i am. you guys never ever took into consideration how i felt you guys only looked at your p.o.v and you stepped all over me, well news flash bitches, the only fucking reason i act the way i do, is because my personality, who iam, is the only thing no one can ever take away from me, and no one can call it their own, becuase its my own, its the only thing that will stay with me forever, unlike everything else in life, so yeah i am sorry if ive fucking changed, but dont even try to act like you guys havent either. cuhs atleast i fuckign admit it.